"It all passes in a breathe while you're born again and die he is born and will one day reach an end which may not be his own for you'll question the answers of what you've been shown and you'll suffer in peace with them all all alone as you travel in vessel or being or thought as you lose the battles that you've never fought and on with the celebration and on into on into off into on into off into on into off."
inspired? by the film Synecdoche New York by Charlie Kaufman?
Monday, March 16, 2009
Synedoche
"It all passes in a breathe while you're born again and die he is born and will one day reach an end which may not be his own for you'll question the answers of what you've been shown and you'll suffer in peace with them all all alone as you travel in vessel or being or thought as you lose the battles that you've never fought and on with the celebration and on into on into off into on into off into on into off."
inspired? by the film Synecdoche New York by Charlie Kaufman?
inspired? by the film Synecdoche New York by Charlie Kaufman?
Monday, January 19, 2009
In this it had passed, starving the hours.......
I hate. Statement. Fact. Question.
Ha, it's 2009 and I still have on of these stupid things to write stupid things on, I find the irony? did I mean irony? hilarious. I guess it had to happen sooner or later, back here or there writing this or that which as far as myself or anyone else for all I care means absolutely nothing. I enjoy music.......that is unless it's one of those times when I don't. Besides that.......art and expression are still quite enthralling, even books and stories seem worthwhile more than other things that aren't that at all.
I haven't had a good rant in awhile, this is damn alright.......however, that is in fact a lie considering the rant I went on at work after the whole fucked day of ridiculous.......poor Sarah, of all people to have to hear such nonsense that even I don't understand. That's how it works.......STINGS AND PREVAIL until you come in cold and pale from the cold.......I still don't like that, maybe next time.
Borders, where I work is closing.......alot like Tower which I used to love did.......I will now be employed by American Eagle, bring on the lulz. Our music is coming along nicely.......it is also coming along terribly, that is when we're having days where my body fights me when I'm supposed to be using it as a machine to pilot rhythms,inflections and ideas and just fuggin' can't. Try Angles isn't as great of a name as we'd originally hoped, this will change.......and there might be bass, let's hope that there's Steve, yes.
Sometimes I'm enthralled, whether I should be or not might not be for me to know. I love? what does that mean? do I believe in that particular word? care? I "care" for music? Who are YOUR broken Larry??????? I supose that it may have been me, sorry. "Come away young man where the ground is red and you need a mask to breathe......." -The Dear Hunter, 2009 will be worth something by it's end.......maybe more than I might imagine even though I might already have imagined as much.
I'm exhausted and STILL wide awake, "open eyed" as I used to want to express when singing for good 'ol Useless Talent No. 12, something about the screams and cries still open eyed.......if only we'd finished that third song, pfft.......wait, NOPE. "It's been thirteen seconds since you all made sense......."-The Mars Volta.
Oh fuck, I have work at 9:30.......and until 6 no less, goddamn. Well, that's enough of this.......that was enough of this six? paragraphs ago, I don't think most of this is correct or even complete or anything at all, that's funny. Seriously, I find most if not all of this funny.......like for the lulz, and I should get some fucking sleep.......goodnight.
PEACE and other good stuff like who knows what
-adam
Ha, it's 2009 and I still have on of these stupid things to write stupid things on, I find the irony? did I mean irony? hilarious. I guess it had to happen sooner or later, back here or there writing this or that which as far as myself or anyone else for all I care means absolutely nothing. I enjoy music.......that is unless it's one of those times when I don't. Besides that.......art and expression are still quite enthralling, even books and stories seem worthwhile more than other things that aren't that at all.
I haven't had a good rant in awhile, this is damn alright.......however, that is in fact a lie considering the rant I went on at work after the whole fucked day of ridiculous.......poor Sarah, of all people to have to hear such nonsense that even I don't understand. That's how it works.......STINGS AND PREVAIL until you come in cold and pale from the cold.......I still don't like that, maybe next time.
Borders, where I work is closing.......alot like Tower which I used to love did.......I will now be employed by American Eagle, bring on the lulz. Our music is coming along nicely.......it is also coming along terribly, that is when we're having days where my body fights me when I'm supposed to be using it as a machine to pilot rhythms,inflections and ideas and just fuggin' can't. Try Angles isn't as great of a name as we'd originally hoped, this will change.......and there might be bass, let's hope that there's Steve, yes.
Sometimes I'm enthralled, whether I should be or not might not be for me to know. I love? what does that mean? do I believe in that particular word? care? I "care" for music? Who are YOUR broken Larry??????? I supose that it may have been me, sorry. "Come away young man where the ground is red and you need a mask to breathe......." -The Dear Hunter, 2009 will be worth something by it's end.......maybe more than I might imagine even though I might already have imagined as much.
I'm exhausted and STILL wide awake, "open eyed" as I used to want to express when singing for good 'ol Useless Talent No. 12, something about the screams and cries still open eyed.......if only we'd finished that third song, pfft.......wait, NOPE. "It's been thirteen seconds since you all made sense......."-The Mars Volta.
Oh fuck, I have work at 9:30.......and until 6 no less, goddamn. Well, that's enough of this.......that was enough of this six? paragraphs ago, I don't think most of this is correct or even complete or anything at all, that's funny. Seriously, I find most if not all of this funny.......like for the lulz, and I should get some fucking sleep.......goodnight.
PEACE and other good stuff like who knows what
-adam
Sunday, November 16, 2008
Try Angles
I haven't written in quite sometime and most likely will not again for quite another stretch of days,months or years. Therefore I'll make an attempt at writing something that will mean as little as anything else I might conjure up on any other occasion. The weather seems beautiful,yet the dark,clouded sky seems to lead to the allusion that it will no longer be once it happens. I'm working two job,they're lame.......and I'm in a band which is actually the first time I've ever been happy in a musical situation. The band is with my good friend Matt and it is called TRY ANGLES (www.myspace.com/tryanglesmusic). I'm hoping that our progress will continue and we will flourish into something even more enjoyable or interesting with time. I haven't really thought of quite a few other things I used to happen to think of for quite some time. I'm supposing that this much like other things of that nature are for the best. My health is getting worse, I'm not sure how I feel about that.......I'll probably get started on taking care of certain things once it way too late to have tried doing so. I don't want to live forever however, I'm sure I'll admit to wanting to live a good deal longer once the time comes where I'm not going to be able to. Acid has certainly helped endure the hardships of understanding that I'm existing while continuing to do so. I've only done it twice, but it helped me come across the ridiculous concept of STINGS AND PREVAIL which is a huge breakthrough in my consistent way of thinking. Words. You are made of words,!. I've become a music fiend,I'd buy all of this that I'm listening to without having done so but that doesn't seem to be possible absolutely anywhere so here I am against my own morals once again indulging in piracy. I have to say I've found The Faceless, These Monsters,Between The Buried and Me,Cynic,The Bad Plus,Caspian,Impure Jazz,THE PAX CECILIA,Ephel Duath,Don Caballero and Loma Prieta quite enthralling so far today. Also, the most recent Sound of Animals Fighting album in contrast with Portugal The Man's newest effort in my stereo upstairs are both absofuckinglutely wreaking havoc on my mind, I'm pretty sure all of this music is helping my progression with playing drums.......that is if I am in fact moving along in the first place. I want to see Synedoche NY, it's a film and should have a limited showing at the Ritz movie theater down town.......I hope I see it before it's gone. I seem to have become immersed in expression although I'm still not particularly sure how far I am from being able to express myself the way I'd like to. Sting and prevail Larry (squirrel). I'm done, just done.......fini.
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P.S. stoned is good,stings is bad for Whatthefuckity Jenkins
(this has been a test in repeting backwards,thank you)
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P.S. stoned is good,stings is bad for Whatthefuckity Jenkins
(this has been a test in repeting backwards,thank you)
Sunday, September 28, 2008
What's that? all elephants can swim,!.
I've found myself wanting to express something today and I haven't a clue what it is. Mainly I've just cleaned the house and enjoyed the film The Fall which is bought on a whim.
Since last I wrote alot has happened of course, which may or may not be worth mentioning. I'd say my birthday was a damn good time, I saw the Mars Volta with good friends and met someone I've wanted to meet for quite sometime, however I'm afraid I scared her away or maybe just bored her.......which I immediately accepted adding to my extreme feeling of seperation lately, mneh who cares.
Anyways after that magnificent concert which was the best I've seen them since the first time I saw them with their old drummer it was off to the diner. I consumed my first maybe six or seven legal drinks and fucking passed out at home, good times were had. Besides that I saw the new Coen Brothers film Burn after reading which was VERY Coen brothers and great, especially a certain part which I won't mention considering I wouldn't want to spoil anything for anyone who might come across this.
Circa Survive two nights ago was absofuckinlutely awesome besides the fact it was THE single hottest concert I've ever experienced. Anythony Green was on mushrooms "PHILADELPHIA BABY,PHILADELPHIA BABY, I AM TRIPPING FACE" he yelped and it was a great fucking time. HOWEVER, my glasses were trapled during "Mandala" which has lead to my distate for blurred vision.
Hell, I can't forget my first hit of acid as well.......I'll have to save that for another time. I just can't really put into words how much I felt love and HATE for EVERYTHING which was so apparent. NOT good or bad, just everything was.
I'm done writing for the night since I've got some music pirating to do while attempting to ignore my physical discomfort from fuck knows what. It's been rad,
FUCK Y'ALL.
Sincerely,
-adam
Since last I wrote alot has happened of course, which may or may not be worth mentioning. I'd say my birthday was a damn good time, I saw the Mars Volta with good friends and met someone I've wanted to meet for quite sometime, however I'm afraid I scared her away or maybe just bored her.......which I immediately accepted adding to my extreme feeling of seperation lately, mneh who cares.
Anyways after that magnificent concert which was the best I've seen them since the first time I saw them with their old drummer it was off to the diner. I consumed my first maybe six or seven legal drinks and fucking passed out at home, good times were had. Besides that I saw the new Coen Brothers film Burn after reading which was VERY Coen brothers and great, especially a certain part which I won't mention considering I wouldn't want to spoil anything for anyone who might come across this.
Circa Survive two nights ago was absofuckinlutely awesome besides the fact it was THE single hottest concert I've ever experienced. Anythony Green was on mushrooms "PHILADELPHIA BABY,PHILADELPHIA BABY, I AM TRIPPING FACE" he yelped and it was a great fucking time. HOWEVER, my glasses were trapled during "Mandala" which has lead to my distate for blurred vision.
Hell, I can't forget my first hit of acid as well.......I'll have to save that for another time. I just can't really put into words how much I felt love and HATE for EVERYTHING which was so apparent. NOT good or bad, just everything was.
I'm done writing for the night since I've got some music pirating to do while attempting to ignore my physical discomfort from fuck knows what. It's been rad,
FUCK Y'ALL.
Sincerely,
-adam
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